| I feel as if im stuck in a cycle of SSDD. I need to get out of this place. for a day or two so i can just be different. |
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| I'm not insane
That's how it seems though
Spiteful cruel but wise
Beyond his age
My body fails
My soul will rise
The end of life's immortalized disease and agony
And I see death through golden eyes
Beyond the door
There's something more
It seems there's just one way
On through the heat
I've felt the touch of evil
I still feel the icy claw in me
For a decent price
I've banned kindness from my heart
The spirit of all truth and beauty
Pawned for my desire
And from the flames
As chance would have it
the soulforged will come into light
And from the flames as chance would have it
The soulforged,
The stainless will rise
I will never change my mind
I will leave it all behind
And through the hour glass
Everything's grey
Everyone's pale
No colour nor beauty will enlighten my heart
The seat of life's empty and cold
Cadaverous you all seem to me
Stillborn but you're still alive
You're still alive
Truth lies in loneliness
When hope is long gone by
I'll wipe out the bliss of the new age
And welcome you precious night
And from the flames
As chance would have it
the soulforged will come into light
And from the flames as chance would have it
The soulforged,
The stainless will rise
From a distant time
Voices echo in the hall
"Come and join us
Enter life and everything is gone now"
And through the looking glass
I still fear mortality and its loss in the end
Unlimited power in my hands
The claw of the dragon ascends
"Mourn for his lost soul
He's cursed and condemned"
Each step I take
May it hurt may it ache
Leads me further
Away from the past
But as long as I breathe
Each smile in my bleak face
I'm on my way to find
Back to the peace of mind
And from the flames
As chance would have it
the soulforged will come into light
And from the flames as chance would have it
The soulforged,
The stainless will rise
I will never change my mind
I will leave it all behind Im sorry.... THIS SONG IS EPIC! LISTEN TO IT! The Soulforged by Blind Guardian btw i have the flu and a sinus infection WOO |
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| I am very VERY ill. Fever for the past two days. Horrible chest coughing. I'm going to the doctors today because i cant go to work if im contagious. I will probably end up killing my client if thats the case. :) and NO ONE wants a death on their hands. So im begging my doctors, PLEASE pump me full of medicine to make me better. Even my hair hurts :( |
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| I am a product of my parents. I am a product of their past. I am a lover and a fighter. I am a dreamer. I am a quitter. I am truthful. I am rude. I am compassionate. I am too old for this generation. I am annoyed by small children. I am sure I could love my own...I am a complete and total fuck up, but that doesn't mean that I don't try. I am sorry. I am forgiving. I am so very tired... I am trying to change myself. I am weary of the path I have chosen. |
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| I come back to find things unfamilliar... this will take some getting used to. |
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